Sigh....

First, My favourite young actor, Heath Ledger, died, accidentally. He didn't want to die.

Then, two close friends broke up.

Sigh...

I don't know if you read this, if you know who you are, but, I've always thought that your relationship was a supporting pillar to ours. I'd always look for you for advice whenever I had problems with Ephyon. Now that the supporting pillar is gone. Will I still make it?

Will you still be my listener? Both of you?

I'm sorry, I just thought that maybe us both couples could go on and on till someday, well, future.

And now, I felt like something that had kept me continuing to contribute to the relationship has gone. A large part of it.

It's a spur of a moment kind of thing. I doubt Ephyon could understand, but I'm sure both of you do.

And no, it's not a post to ask you to reconcile just to regain my confidence.

Maybe, just maybe, because our 1 year anniversary is coming, Pray for me and Ephyon, please?

At least, I'll make sure we make it....I'm sure Ephyon wants it too.

I'm sorry, I have never announced my emotions before. But, yes tears are falling.

I'll be happy again soon...

Hopefully both of you will too.