I miss...

Making new friends.

My thesis is seriously halting my time with people. I could barely breathe. I even see less of Marc. And then there are others who have a whole litter of friends that would seem to have "layan" them but what they do? Go on shitty flings.

I don't get the idea of hurting one's self to satisfy the hunger of being with another, even if that period is short. I don't get it. If that is the case, then what is the whole point of maintaining a human relationship if we just use each other.

Honestly, I don't get it. That's why I find an easier way: I don't call myself a great friend to others. It's always them calling it to me.

But sometimes, I do miss that feeling, of calling somebody a friend.